I really don’t know what the fuck does my computer has.. but with no reason suddenly I start to hear a “mission impossible” tune.

I don’t even have Internet explorer or Firefox open… just messenger and winamp. No pop ups, no ads… nothing… just the freaking tune that kinda scares the hell out of me.

Heeeeelp!

One time, there was this guy that was feeling a little bit overwhelmed for some weeks…

He was having thoughts about how he’s living his life right now…. “Is this what I want?” He asked himself. Maybe it was what he wanted… but not the way he wanted it. He couldn’t find the answer of what to do… he didn’t find walking away like a good choice, but still, he couldn’t just bear all this things he felt.

One day, a chance arrived, and he found that the solution was simple… talk about it. “Let’s talk then.” he thought… and he did.

Talking about all the things I had in mind… was easy, and relieving. It’s not that I wanted to be “free” in all the word extension. But I wanted my chance to not let my life just pass by in front of my eyes… as I stand there just working on school and being at home with a bunch of responsibilities that a twenty year old guy shouldn’t have (at least in my point of view).

I still want to meet a lot of people, I still want to travel, I still want to do a lot of things that I had in mind since I was 17 and I haven’t done. Don’t get confused… nothing of this means that I want to do everything alone… but some of them it just feel’s better to do them by myself… and, for the record, it isn’t the same thing.

Not like some people think… I think life is long. And by this I mean that… not because we stop doing things right now, means that we’ll never do them. We still have a lot of time for us together. So sometimes let’s give us time for us by ourselves.

I’m tired… sooo tired. I’m stressed… sooo stressed.

Bet guess what?… It’ friday! yaaay!

Uh.. wait… ah yeah I have to make an advance for a final project, ’cause I’ll make a presentation on tuesday about that advance.

Then… ah yeah I have to make a couple of programs written in assembly language for wednesday…. and uhm.. what else.

I think that’s pretty much it, but…why would I want more?
Damn I need a break.

Maybe you’ve noticed (maybe not), that I added a new link on “My sites” section…

It’s a new blog I just made and hopefully keep alive by posting now and then stuff about music… like song quotes, list of songs i like.. lists of albums I like or reviews.. etc.. also I changed my pandora stations sections to that blog, so I don’t have a lot of shit in my side bar.

Maybe later i’ll add another blog about Images… with photos and stuff.

**Note: This game works only in spanish, so that’s why i’m posting it this way.

Ahi va.

La policía está enfrente de una casa de narcos, en donde guardan droga y otras cosas, solo que no saben como entrar, ya que necesitan algun tipo de código.

Mientras esperaban, uno de los criminales llega a la puerta y toca… desde adentro le gritan: 18!.. a lo que el responde: 9! y lo dejan entrar.

Mas tarde llega otro, al que le gritan desde adentro: 14!, y el responde: 7!, y lo dejan entrar.

Luego, uno mas… le gritan: 8!, y el responde: 4! y lo dejan entrar.

Un policia confiado, va a tocar la puerta: a lo que adentro gritan: 4!.. y el responde 2!… pero lo matan.
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Cual es entonces la forma para entrar a la casa?

1. How old were you when you knew you were gay?
13 years old

2. Have you ever had sex with the opposite sex?
Omg no…. not even if a woman and I were the last people on earth.

3. Who was the first person you came out to?
A friend named Ramón.

4. Are you out to your parents?
Nope.

5. Do you want children?
I don’t know really… sometimes I feel like I want and sometimes I don’t care.

6. Do you have more gay friends or straight friends?
About the same.

7. Were you out in school?
At school I’m out normally just for a group of friends.

8. Is your best friend the same sex as you?
Yep!

9. If your best friend is the same sex, have you ever had sex with them?
yeah I have… not all the way but we have played around.

10. Have you ever done crystal meth?
Someone explain me this one.

11. Have you ever been in a sling?
Jeje not yet :p

12. Have you ever done a 3-way?
A couple of times.. and yeah I like it.

13. Have you ever dressed in drag?
Never! (and never will)

13a. Would you date a drag queen?
NO.

14. Are you a top/bottom or truly versatile?
More bottom… sometimes versatile but having trouble with that.

15. Have you seen an uncircumsized penis?
Ahm… like, a lot.

16. Have you had sex with someone of a different ethnicity?
No… that would be cool.

17. Have you ever barebacked?
Oh yeah!

18. How many cher CDs do you own?
Phisically.. like.. 2. In mp3.. like 736

19. Name of your first Love.
Daniel.

20. Do you still talk to them?
Unfortunately no… but I’m trying.

21. Does size matter?
Nope!

22. Biggest turn on?
Bellies and body hair… but more the bellies.

23. Biggest turn off?
I think that would be.. pain… and skinny boys. je.

24. Ever been harrased due to you orientation?
Nope..

25. Worst gay sterotype that applies to you.
I dunno :p

26. Ever been to a pride rally?
Rally?… mhmh no.

27. Would you marry if you could?
Yeap

28. Would you rather be rich and smart or young and beautiful?
Rich and smart.

29. Do you sculpt your eyebrows?
No :S :S :S :S :S :S :S

30. Do you trim your body hair?
Sometimes my pubes… i just cut them with scissors..

31. Ever had sex with more than one person in a day?
Nope.

32. Ever been to an orgy?
Nope.

33. Have you dated your best friends ex?
Nope.

34. Would you vote for Hillary Clinton if she ran for president?
Agreeing with Dee…

35. Do you want monogamy in your relationship?
It’s ok to me, whatever my partner wants.

36. Do you believe in true love?
Of course I do.

What happened to 37???
?

38. Do you have any piercings?
Let me see… ah yeah… I have 6. for now..

39. Would you date a smoker?
I’m doing it right now.

40. Do you get HIV tests every 6 months?
Nope.

41. Do you know anyone who has died from H.I.V.?
Nope.

42. Do you know what Stonewall was?
No idea.

43. Wonder Woman, Xena or The Halliwell Sisters?
ugh..

44. Strangest place you have had sex?
I’ve done a blowjob in a bus (and viceversa)… does that count?

45. Strangest place you’ve woken up?
Nowhere really.

46. Are your best years behind or in front of you?
In front of me that’s for sure.

47. Favorite porn movie?
Horny cubs!

48. Are you in love now?
Yeah I am.

49. Ever been in love with a straight guy/girl?
Yez.

50. Did you ever have sex with them?
No

51. Have you ever been to a nude beach?
Nope.

52. Have you ever been to a bath house?
I told a friend if he would go with me sometime but we never went.

53. Ever had sex in public?
No! That would be cool though

Yeah well, I didn’t have class… that’s for sure. But I don’t know… I don’t feel like I had vacations, I don’t know if is just how I feel right now, or that indeed I didn’t realeased all the stress that I have. On top of that, now I’m going back to school with exams all week.

I need to feel freedom… like I wanted when I was in Colima waiting for the time that I moved to Guadalajara. Ironic isn’t it? Now that I’m here, not feeling what I was supposed to feel, not right now anyways.

Is this too much responsibility for me?
Is this too much to carry in my back?
I feel like I’m stumbling down, so I guess it is.

Maybe I just have to wait to fall down, so I can get up again.

Yesterday at 7:20 am he passed away.

But let’s not be sad. He lived a very long and great life and he knew he would go soon.

He will always be remembered.